As the title states, I am getting so discouraged and losing my mind and need an outlet. Chose LDES to be with my wife, and two daughters sooner, and job opportunities that await. PEBLO is always giving me the run around I feel... by giving me random numbers every time I talk with him, and having me call someone in DC for assistance, and of course... they say "contact your PEBLO for information regarding your case." I am sure I am being very impatient, but my goodness, with the way the world is at this very moment, and with the navy putting things in place for members to "volunteer" to extend or what not, due to PFA failures, or LIMDU etc... this all has me worried, to include COVID of course. I have been med boarded for GAD and Dysthymic disorder, additionally my captain signed an NMA that was very hard for me to read after ten years of dedicated service, stating I am UNFIT. Now I want to be found UNFIT as I have come to terms with the situation, fought for a couple of years, but again, worried as I could be found FIT. Anyway, suppose I wanted to vent this morning. Thank for the read and any encouraging words are more than welcome.