I've had multiple surgeries on my ankle/Achilles and on my other calf, these have been causing other pain and injury trying to return to fitness. At what point will they just let me go... everything is just getting worse even with therapy etc... causing a lot of anxiety, I'm 28 and would like to just move on and make a new life knowing there's no way I can retain to 20 years... help? They keep referring me to therapy and medication etc... I'm sick of pain meds... it's been over 2 years since I've been able to run or do a full pt test...