Man, reading all of this doesn't give me hope at all! I definitely appreciate all of the stories and the candor here. This information obviously helps and will help lots of veterans.
So my story (I'll try to be short)- 48 years of age, 29 years all Louisiana Air Guard, prior 'E' O-5, multiple deployments including the sandboxes, DD-214s (about 12 of them), medals and ribbons awarded for the AOR including Air Medals for combat flights, dual-status technician, 100% P&T w/VA including 50% for "other stressor related disorders" and other physical ailments, medical retirement process officially initiated with NGB 2 Jan 2024. along with my packet, I provided my VA explanation of benefits so the reviewers could easily read how the VA decided my disabilities. Commander wrote Impact Statement (1185) 28 Sep 2023 to not retain. Director of Psychological Health did the mental health NARSUM 8 Nov 2023. He marked it "Not in the line of duty not due to member's misconduct". When I asked about that, he said it didn't matter. I had a feeling then that it did, but I went with it. I'm getting a feeling that I should've fought that more then...
Since then, I've been seen by VA and non-VA psychiatrists, been prescribed mental health meds by both (and pain meds by the VA docs) and been through physical therapy sessions.
I received a "return without action" on 11 Mar 2024 asking to provide paperwork (I provided them hundreds of pages relevant to what they wanted) and haven't heard anything since. I'll admit that reading these comments have dampened my somewhat 'upbeat' feeling that I would walk away with a DoD medical retirement of at least 50% by July of 2025 and then work on my federal disability retirement being that my federal job is tied to my Guard commitment. My target date to have that completed was before I turned 50 since after 50, the federal disability retirement (FDR) would only pay about half of what I would receive if I was to get the FDR before 50.
Now, I don't know what to think. I feel like I'm trapped here until indefinitely. All I can do is wait for the NGB process to be done. Medical says the Prior Service Connection (PSC) is what I need in order to go forward to big AF for the DES process. Obviously, I will select LDES if given the option since I have a 100% VA rating.
Thank you for your service.